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- Aida The Pink Goddess
- Life has taught me a lot about never to put hope on anything but ALLAH. Because when it turns out otherwise, the pain is unbearable. What crashed my past can never crash my present. Please do not use my photos without my permission. AidaThePinkGoddess™ © 2010 all rights reserved
Thursday, February 7, 2013
I was browsing through my old pictures because I wanted to see my pictures pre braces, but it leads to something else.
Reading my blog entries, suddenly I was taken aback when I was jobless I received slurs and comments about "go get a job" . I admit that was one of my downest moment of life. Everyone would asked and negative perception would rot their minds into judging me as the unluckiest and laziest bum ever.
Honestly, I was stressed out to the core myself, I was jobless for a full 7 months. If any of you are jobless now, I feel you! Every now and then people asked, how can I answer, I APPLIED BUT THEY DIDN'T CALL me yet! Can I just bombard the office and yell 'HIRE ME?' Even my then boyfriend was not supportive, every time we had a fight, he would touch about me being jobless. Not to mention comments in my blog who judged and intimidated my personal life to live a tai tai life, the comments were too horrible (as if as they know me!!!), but I strongly think they know me, they are people around me. I hope you'll get the taste of what I have been through soon.
Even mom nagged me everytime whether have I applied for jobs or not , she even questioned about my results. That time the whole world is against me, I only turned to Him, I even swallow sleeping pills so that I can sleep early because when not sleeping I think too much. I would think God is unfair, life is unfair. Astaghfirullahalazimm, I questioned Allah...........
Being where am I now, I am really thankful that I have gone through that because I appreciate what I have now. Buy what I want, not being sidelined anymore, because you'll be dismissed when you are jobless, pendek kata, YOU ARE NOT VALID!
Approved by Aida The Pink Goddess at 10:44 AM